Note(s) to self:

When life gets tough, count your blessings. Have the serenity to accept the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the ones that I can and the wisdom to know the difference. It is okay to be angsty but not okay to be and remain vengeful or spiteful. Being insecure is not a psychological problem or issue, but your external manifestation of it can be. What goes around comes around and sometimes hits you back in the face.

Some things are just not worth worrying or caring about. And I will learn how eventually.